Okay, so when I said I would update everyday... that was obviously... not true. Haha but I'm trying...
It's time for kind of a rambly, nonsense-filled post though. Haven't had one of those in a while.
So. Recently I've been pretty stressed with school, club stuff, college apps, people... I don't know. I suppose life is just... like that. There's always going to be stress. For now, the best way I know how to cope with everything is a cup of hot chocolate. A movie. And hanging out with a bunch of people. Not the best way, but at least it's something.
Couple (many) things that I've been thinking about:
-Thinking can be exhausting. So can not thinking. Life is just exhausting sometimes.
-I am very out of shape. But I started running... so hopefully that keeps up... xD Hopefully I will start swimming too. I LOVE SWIMMING.
-Running away from things never works. Cutting things out never works either. Confronting things is really hard. Trying to figure exactly what you want is probably the most difficult of it all.
-I'm really looking forward to college. I understand my mother has good intentions when she nags... but SERIOUSLY. I don't think I can take it much longer. I know what's wrong and right. I'll be okay.
-College apps are driving me nuts. They really make me realize how little I know about myself.
-What the hell do macaroons taste like...? I really want to try some. They are really pretty.
-How cold is 20 degrees F really...? I wonder if I can take the east coast.
-Crying at random things is a good sign that you are not okay.
-Nail painting is a HEADACHE. Few things make me as irritated as chipped nails the day you do them. ARGH.
-It really does feel good to do something for the world. Even if that means sacrificing weekends and countless hours of menial labor. It yields over $1000 so it's worth it.
-Ice skating is one of the best traditions in the world.
-Regret is one of the worst feelings in the world. I really never want to feel like I could have done better, done differently. I think I just want to live life wherever it takes me.
and lastly,
-I want to skydive.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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macroons taste fairly nasty. they taste like hardened lucky charms marshmallows. and as you bite, there is a harsh grating sound, as though you're eating chalk.
ReplyDeleteif you really want to know, ask sergei. he's always giving passing macroons out in APAH.
HAHA guess who?! you write more meaningful stuff here than I do on my blog xD
ReplyDeleteanyway exercise is great...im pretty horrible at running. i think you should bike. i havent swum/swam for a while
skydiving would be PRETTY cool, but im very scared of heights
lol so i basically just commented on all of the non-deep/life stuff but yeah
Hey,
ReplyDeleteI think you mean macarons, not macaroons. Tsk, you need to read my article, as soon as it comes out.